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Post by ginnycube on Oct 15, 2008 7:28:44 GMT -5
Mirror mirror on Ginny's Wall, How long til you crack and fall???
Day One....
Today my hair is a mess, I stayed in bed too long. My make up is barely there but eyebrows are still too dark. My legs look short and wide, not helped by big knee marks in my trousers causing them to poke out, but made when sitting so the material is poking out half way down my shins. My boobs look big, but I know they hurt today so I don't feel sexy. My skin tone is blotchy but I am grateful I don't have spots. Hips hips hips hips hips hips hips. Wearing too much gray and the colours are too pale, now hating the fact I didn't get up earlier to have more time to dress. Know I am loved and fancied but, studying myself, I'm not sure why.
GC xx
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Post by ginnycube on Oct 16, 2008 9:41:58 GMT -5
Day two
Today I am beautiful, honestly. I have new fitted top on which accentuates my boobs, which are big due to my period next week, and my slimming stomach due to a strict diet for the last two weeks. I'm glad to see it's working. I'm standing straighter because I feel good, and I'm smiling. My hair is duller than I would like but shining and styled, I feel deserving of the love my boyfriend keeps lavishing upon me. Standing tall and strong, in body and mind. No one can see the pain my knees are giving me, therefore it must not be there, I will not limp today. My smile is perfect because it is real.
GC xxxx
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Kylie
Extreme Diva Godess
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Post by Kylie on Oct 16, 2008 9:59:31 GMT -5
I dont know whwther we are allowed to post because no one else has. But im sure you're not fat or whatever you think you are. and i wouldnt think it matters what you look like. Just be you and that should be all that matters to you and all of them people around you.
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Post by ginnycube on Oct 17, 2008 3:22:49 GMT -5
Day Three....
I am quite short but with a good figure, my hair is styled wild as if to show I am confident to passerbys. I look classy and sleek and feel like I've made just enough of the effort with my make up to look effortless. I look like I know its only hours to go before the weekend and that I know tonight is going to be good. I try, as always to just ignore my legs and bottom half, I refuse to focus on them and have resorted to my safe black trousers to hopefully draw attention to my top half. My smile is sexy and teasing today.
GC xx
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Post by ginnycube on Oct 20, 2008 3:02:00 GMT -5
Day Four.....
Hmmm, short but cute, sexy and with a confident attitude. Hopefully would scream out "I don't really care what you think but it would be nice if you liked me". Wearing an unusual colour but my boyfriend liked it before so beeming as I put it on. I can tell I have spent time and consideration on hair and make up today, and have enjoyed it, and am now enjoying the result and the confidence I feel looking in the mirror. I look good.
GC xxxx
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Post by ginnycube on Oct 20, 2008 3:05:29 GMT -5
Day Five....
Today I am impatient and don't want to look. I am tired and look tired. I don't care about my appearance today, I want to sleep and not have a spot on my chin. My clothes don't say much, but say the wrong thing, I want to just hide in a big jumper, or under covers. I feel friendly but I don't think I look friendly. My jeans and boots never let me down but my top half is and I don't wana think about it anymore.
GC xxx
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Post by ginnycube on Oct 20, 2008 3:33:22 GMT -5
Day Six....
I don't know if I feel more disappointed or angry with myself right now. I am disgusting. I want to stop and breathe and have a long shower and have the time to sort myself out but I'm an imposter today. I have done make up to cover up the bags, but it's all wrong and hurried and makes me look stupid. My outfit doesn't work, I clash and look frumpy beyond my years. I wish I could hide my face away and not come out today. No one should see me like this.
GC xx
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Post by ginnycube on Oct 21, 2008 5:03:08 GMT -5
Day Seven....
Today I am a successful fake. I look happy, healthy, I look like I am in charge and feel sexy. I am slim and dressed well, with good hair and make up. My eyes are looking back at me though and know I'm uncomfortable and feeling sorry for myself. I feel like I should be in a cheesy advert for tampons- no one would know the discomfort my period is causing because I look good, but my insides ache and I want to crumble. I don't even look as tired as I feel but today that brings only a little happiness.
GC xxx
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Post by Dorothyl on Nov 13, 2008 8:34:31 GMT -5
Huggzzzzzzz GC
Thank you so much for taking the time in sharing this little quizz with me.
I have one point of advice for you... Stop worrying so much about the outer image that you see....step past it and move into who Ginny is and begin to tell her about all of the goodness she brings to her world.
I could take that outer image and cover it with a potato sack and then ask you to do the same thing.
A positive lens on ones vision is amazing in how it can clear up so many negative illusions!
Careful not to fall into the outer image trap. It will result in negative thinking.
Focus on who Ginny is without the outer casing!
Huggz~D~
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